Happy new year to you all. I hope that this year has been treating you well, and if it hasn't, I send you lots of love and good energy, que sigues adelante.
You may not believe me, but i honestly did forget how to log into my blog, so it took a little bit to get back to it...i guess that's what happens when you don't blog for a couple of months, so to you loyal followers--it's just you, lo--thanks for the encouragement. My blog has been a good place for me to reflect, so, you have my gratitude.
So what have i been up to these past two months? In no particular order:
1-El Salvador has been somewhat crazy with presidential elections. For now, and since the peace accords were signed in 1992 following the 12 year Civil War, there has been a right-ist party in the office of president and they have had most control of the assembly like our legislative body. They had a lot of control in assembly until this January when the majority shifted; and on Sunday March 15 the country will be electing a new president. The party in control is ARENA, la Alianza Republicana Nacionalista, (the National Repulbican Alliance) and it is more likely than ever before that the fmln (the left) will win. They are the strongest opposition party and, although comprised of five different political groups, have their foundation in the guerrillas in the Civil War. I am absolutely no expert, and others are, so PLEASE check out their blogs/websites below, but in my humble opinion, politically speaking , the country is potentially on the verge of the biggest change since the end of the civil war. The craziness (which has included some violence but mostly smear campaigns, manipluation and blatant lying) will continue and so we will anxiously wait to see what happens this Sunday.
http://voiceselsalvador.wordpress.com/

as the Voices on the Border Blog (link above) writes, this is a little humor from the fmln: "A new billboard has appeared around San Salvador, portraying The Simpson’s Chief Wiggum satirizing
Rodriguo Avila’s campaign ‘
Vote Wisely‘. It says ‘Vote Wisely, don’t vote for the ex-cop’."
2. The new students arrived, they are a group of 27 wonderful individuals who have formed and are forming a very empowering and cool community. Each group is very different but I am very happy having each of them here. As before, I am living in Casa Romero and am one of 16 in the house...I'll keep you updated on the students.

(here's an older picture of our library..unfortunately we repainted and our walls are actually pepto-bismol pink...perfectly fitting, really)
3. This semester, I have decided to spend my efforts on documenting the voices of LGBT Salvadrans, activists, and officials. (I, therefore won't be spending nearly as much time at the Hospitalito, La Divina Providencia, but I spoke with Madre Julia about it and will visit when I can.) But, the project that I am working on is something that excites and really interests me.
The project grew out of my belief that when we share our life testimonies, we are able to make our stories valid and thereby validate ourselves. That is, when we are given a voice, we are given dignity and legitimize out own selves, stories, and lives. Thinking on this, I began to do interviews with Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender Salvadorans. My hope is to give a space for people who have been silenced. My goals, for now, are at the very least to merely create that empowering space where people are able to reclaim their own voices. But, more, I am hoping to use the interviews for a documentary-like video and photo-essay which shares the lives of LGBT Salvadorans. This resource could serve as a tool for LGBT Organizations here in the country or for students in the United States.
So far it has been an incredibly eye-opening experience and I have been surprised by the amount of positive interest the general population has had. Hearing some of the stories has been a true mix of emotional experiences--some painfully challenging to hear and others where I am able to be witness to a sharing which is incredibly liberating. For example meeting with some youth, I have heard stories of finding support from grandparents, marching in the annual Pride Parade, and their finding they are not alone. But, on the other hand, in the case of the trans group I am collaborating with (all male to female),
each individual has worked as a sex worker for a substantial part of her life. As may be expected, along with that comes violence, disease and the suffering associated with prostituting oneself. The themes I've been focusing are experiences of youth, the process of accepting one's self, coming out to family, violence, homophobia, discrimination, domestic resources, the effects of religion (after all, the country is called The Savior), and differences among social classes...If anyone has ideas for other topics, please send them right along.
I think that's it for now, I will write more soon about what's going on here and would love to hear from you all as well. animo y adelante.